*stabstabstab* "Baby I like it, the way you move on the floor..."

That's so messed up... but so funny XD

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So, I've noticed a trend in my dreams lately.
Basically, it's about my fears, specifically two of them: fear of being alone, and fear of love.
Yes, I'm weird. I get that.
It's not the fear of not being around people though, it's fear of being surrounded by people, but still feeling empty.
And the fear of love thing.... well. I'm not the the best at expressing... emotion I guess. I tried using 'I love you' really lightly, as if it were nothing, to get rid of my aversion to it.... yeah, didn't work. So, I'm trying to fix these two problems and failing utterly. And it's really frustrating. >.<

But what am I supposed to do? I mean, I was MADE like this for a reason, so should I fight it or give into it?
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So I had to write this love letter for homework. I wrote around two pages of things I love about people in general, and, to my intense surprise, it turned okay. :P I should probably have more faith in my writing ability... but, I kinda suck at it. :P Especially romantic writing, that being said, almost all my books are love stories.